Wawa, the last time I talked to you hari Isnin, you asked me "Kau ade tak hari Khamis ni?"

and now you're in the ICU waiting for operation darah beku kat otak.

I remember u said " kau sayang aku tak?"

and I answer " ahh, tak tak"

u said "eleh....aku tau"

adn yes ur rite, i love you even you are the most abg yg suke sakitkan hati.

i hope ur ok. don't u wanna see me in wedding gown?

I used to ask you, "nak saya tegur or tak?" "nak saya marah-marah ke tak" "nak saya nangis or tak" "because, when i don't do that to you, that means i don't care about you anymore".

si bulat mamanie

Today she's not feeling well. deman panas. Ouh pity her. And today anta mommy daddy ke airport. she cried sadly. Mommy daddy tak turn back pun, can't barely see her with that face and that situation. My eyes dah bertakung. Haihh I can't imagine how her real parents tergamak tinggalkan dia, padahal kitarunk yang foster family pun, sayang gila kat die.

now, she's downstair terbaring sakit. Tanak makan tanak apa pun. But u still nak main-main dengan adik. Baby- mamanie hearts you. tak tahan tengok u macam tu. Apalah nasib, but I can see you very tabah orangnya. Hope you can go to INDO as fast as you can - eventho we who are in Malaysia will cried and visit you every month, as long ur happy- we will do anything for you.

p/s: tak sabar nak kahwin nak ada anak. macam mana aku bentuk anak aku nanti?

Ceramah

Tadi dengar ceramah "SEDEKAH". Eveything yang kita buat semuanya sedekah. Geletek suami pun sedekah. Senyum pun sedekah. Beli baju pun sedekah.

My Bad habits

1. Super Duper suka kutuk orang especially kutuk dengan orang yang sama tak puas ati jugak.

2. Suka pendam perasaan.

3. When I don't like you and getting tired of you- erkkk- you know what I do.

4. Talam dua muka. very good one.

5. Hati aku tak suci - hitam sehitam-hitamnya.

6. Aku sentiasa rasa aku betol. :)

7. Suka buka pekung di dada, termasuk pekung kat dada orang lain gak.

8. When you found one of my bad habits - write down here. :)

Penat

I don't know why, I think I give 'friends' to much chances. Padahal diri sendiri dah letih. Sometimes, by first impression kita ingat ouh dielah kawan sampai mati aku. Denggg! No! I often meet wrong people before meet the right one. Allah temukan kita dengan orang yang salah sebelum temukan kita dengan orang yang betul supaya kita sentiasa sabar dan hargai dia.

Aku pun sedar, aku sangat jahat- becoz aku dah super letih. For those yang kena dengan aku I'm sorry but you deserve it. For those yang bagi kat aku with GOOD REASON - how lucky I am sebab ade orang tegur aku even pedih camne pun.

It is much better kena and makan dalam dengan orang yang memang kita wajib tacing hari-hari instead of tacing kemudian hari hahahaha. Girls, I super know, you talked behind my back, and you know what? you're too board because there is no one who wants to entertain you until you make up stories and talked about me to everyone. I repeat EVERYONE.

I forgive you once. But I just can't forgive you twice.

I care about people - but I care for the one who really want me too care. - bukan maksud aku nak mengendeng-ngendeng. geli aku. hahaha

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? tragedi tenda biru

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? akan ku kenang

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? mad

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? give me everything

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? stereo hearts

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? who says

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? knock knock

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? let me hold you

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? wavin' flag

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2? sejujur mana kata-kata

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? umbrella

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? begitu indah

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? mine

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? hey daddy!

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? perfect nightmare

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? berjanjilah

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? ramalan ku benar berlaka

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? mungkinkah terjadi

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET ? all i have

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? cinta sejati

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? bila diri disayangi

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? seandainya

Menyampah tol aku dengan kawan-kawan aku ni

Haih! Menyampah tol aku dengan kawan-kawan aku. Menyampah gile. Orang dah ar nak buat beday partayyy die, die leh jawab "tapela, korang g je r". Berbulu gua, pastu spoil kan plan orang, orang nak wat bbq, ishh kenapa la tak leh bangun awal pi consult? Kan dapat makan kepsi je.

BERBULUUUUUUUUUUUUU

I had this feeling, but I never knew it was you

Back 6 years ago, aku kenal dengan kau. First time aku tengok muka kau dalam henpau abang aku, I was like "aku kena kenal dengan mamat ni"-padahal he's just a plain guy. Aku suka sangat kau, tapi kau tak suka aku. But then, time tu kau tade perasaan-keje nak marah je. Sampai la satu tahap kita tak contact sebulan. Until then, kau cari aku. You missed me. But when you realize you love me, I started to get away from you.

I want you, but not you "you". Hahaha then the second time kau mintak couple, I was like-mana nak pilih, die ke R? How stupid I am to choose R -kalau tau teruk gile nak kena camtu. But then, I realized, if aku tak dengan R - camna aku nak tahan and kawal marah?, and you started to realize benda jadi bersebab. You started to change to someone sangat sabar. Dulu tak camtu.

Masa dengan R lagi, aku asyik compared kau dengan die. "kalau die, xda nak buat aku camni"- eventho kita dah 1 years lebeh tak contact time tu. Aku tau, nampak kejam aku layan R time tu camtu. But when, dah betul-betul terluka aku dah jadi malas and panas hahahaha. Aku tak tau kenapa, aku rasa kau jodoh aku (eventho tak tau la kan tade jodoh ke ape).

bila kau datang balik dalam hidop, aku cam hepi sangat. i need you. i need your shoulder. Bila aku cerita everything, you were like my hero- aku tau bertapa kau akan dihentam oleh beberapa manusia sebab act as perampas. I was down. People talked to you this and that way. But kau still ada. I know, people thought kita bercinta rite after aku putus. But hey, kita je tau. Hehehe

Aku hepi skang, walaupun kau tak romantik, tak reti pujok and etc. But you're the one who's left to love me. Hope so. Sekali kena tinggai , padan muka. Hahaha

Sekali Lagi

Act kiterunk nak tengok cite Transformer, tapi malangnya fully booked. Then cuba nasib kat IOI Mall, pun sama-so decide tengok cerita Sekali Lagi. Orang kata sedih. Ke aku tade perasaan? Hahaha act cite ni aku bagi 3 1/2 out of 5 stars je, aku tak puas ati tol ending die. But, cite ni sesuai ntok Couple yang tengah gadow, yang tengah crisis and moody macam aku. Muahaha tak la.

Ade part yang betol-betol buat aku tacing bile part yang ade sama macam Dia.

1. Awakk.... (hulur tangan-pujuk).

2. t

3. e

4. n

5. g

6. 0

7. k

8. laaaaaaaaa..sebok je nak tau hahaa.

Then lepas tengok citer ni, then I realize, how cruel I am to treat you like that. Yela, bila pompuan ade benda tak puas ati-terus cakap what they feel. But tak semua la. Then kita tak realize ade je lelaki yang sebenarnye lebih suka berdiam diri. Eventho kita dah buat die kecik hati, kalau bagi die bende tu kecik sangat, seboleh-bolehnya die nak simpan sebab nak jaga hati kita. Seriously nak nagis. waaaaaa!!

Guys always blame girls, girls always blame guys. Then, someone tegur. Jangan samakan. Cube kalau orang cakap pompuan macam tu. Cube awak pikir dalam family awak ade berapa orang lelaki. Fuhh..! Sorry my bad. People often cakap camni sebab takot. Normal lah. Aku pun. Hubungan yang tada masalah ibarat kau bercinta dengan patung-senyap je. Have courage. We often cakap camtu sebab meet the wrong person. I will too someday, or will not. Who knows. Cuba dulu. Bila die tak seperti yang kau impikan, yang kau nak-cuba sempurnakan die dalam hati kau. Janganlah judge die- kau suke die judge kau?

When things happen, stop blame the other party, cari punca kat diri sendiri dulu. Then start blame him/ her. Hahaha ni nasihat ntok diri sendiri ye. Sebab asyik memarah die je - without realize. I'm sorry.

p/s: jgn takot mencuba, and jangan ingat semua orang sama macam si dia, si dia. Boringgggg~

jgn ingat aku gelak-gelak and suke-suke gembira dengan bf aku, aku bahagia. hahahaha thing happens men.