Today, it happens to be may bad day. Lepas semayang subuh I can't breath. Setiap kali nak tutup mata, the pain keep coming. Aku asyik terjaga je sebab 'cari nyawa'. It happens a month already. But aku try nak overcome, tahan and I think I can handle it. But then, 7.30 I called him and cried a lot, sangat kuat. Because I can' t breath and keep dreaming my nose tersumbat hingus la, when I walked sikit je dah tak leh breath. I'm scared. Is it something wrong with my lung or my heart? It hurts. Before this selalu je kene, but still aku leh handle. And this time, I can't. I feel like Tuhan dah panggil je. But I have to fight. There is something I gotta do. Patotnya tunggu dia balik nak pergi klinik and hospitak check jantung. But today dah tak tahan sangat, kena pergi sendiri. Si dia lak nak turun dari Johor, but aku considered die ade exam and jauh, it's ok la, eventhough I need him most. Hope everything's gonna be ok.
Going to clinic cyber. And check jantung with him later.
Going to clinic cyber. And check jantung with him later.
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